THANKSS

A BIg thanks to my friends and my church member..

I love U all..

THANKS

FORWARD ....

FORWARD!!!!

A confuse .....

WOW!!! WOW!! WOW!!
This week really a hard week for me.
A group of people but i just feel alone.
I start to c/o and negative + devil thinking just bound up from my mind.
I felt terrible. I even dont know how to protect myself.
After yr action , although it just yr facial expression , yr word, yr mov.
I really want 2 #$@%^@%^%

SABAR ! SABAR ! SABAR!!!

Ok.. Keep smile and con my day!! But,in my heart i really felt bad, left behind , felt like want to scold u loudly.

SABAR ! SABAR ! SABAR!

every min,second, even microsecond i saw u and d way u treat me.. I only can SABAR! SABAR ! SABAR!

I end up with severe headache , leg discomfort , diarrhea ...
SABAR!SABAR!!

3 day i was suffer with this condition..

I pray and seek help for u ..
U are really true!! My Lord..

I start 2 change my thinking and blessed them.. Every time u try me like tat .. My mind is keep blesses on u...

I saw d situation turn 90 degree to d positive site..
No headache occur!

Too many thing 2 think until i cant even sleep at d nite..
Yesterday i dont even sleep for 1 min!! Do u know tat feeling of be awake in d midnight.
I keep thinking and pray for d thing i think of...

I open d bible and read.. I tell Jesus which book which chapter should i read..
BOM!! I turn onto tat page ... (Is this Lord)Ok!! Start 2 read ... chapter 1-2-3-4
Every word is just like Rhema 2 me..
THK god..

OHH!! 5.30am alrdy.. Is time 2 go 2 work...
2day i didnt experience any severe headache and happy working although i didnt sleep!!!

Pray for me!! I wish i can sleep well at night....

WHY WHY ???

The Past

I review told pic tat we had took be4.. I really miss u guy... When we all together laugh like crazy..

Erm,3 of them are my juinor tat constantly will follow us 2 Ga youth.

I knew for abt 1 yr plus , i think...

By review the ex- pic .. I really ..........

I felt :{

CAnt con write!!

Be CON

C/o- complain

Dont u feel tired complain about something... If not, I am tired of listening of those complain. Cant u just let go the c/o and hand it to God.

Pic explain everything...

Word frm my heart..

I love U..

Jesus

Have been a while.....

Have been a long while.. I didnt update my blog.. Are u guy missing me...

HoHoHo..

How am i doing now!!

Today status happy +++

I now still posting in ward. Now posted in ENT.

Next fri, i am going back 2 hometown.. I going 2 celebrate my birthday with my family.

I turning 20yrs old.. Ohhh no.. Is start with 2 alrdy.. No more 19+...

I stoped learn guitar for 1 month alrdy.. Without any good reason.. Dont worry i will con 2 learn coming month.

- I saw - I taste - I feel - I sense -

Muak Muak...

Back 2 hospital

Recently, i felt that I am getting lazy..

Ohh.. No no no no.. In the name of Jesus go away..

My dad, recently keep on ask me to Study hard..

I will dad..
I had a great holiday standing at home..
I love my family..

muakk..

Here i am

I was post at Tun Hussien Onn Eye hospital.. Show u some pic...

1st pic.. Is Ot day.. Watch live operation thr TV...
Meet hannah in ward..


This pic.. Does not express anything.. Right!!
But, actually i was 100% ++ boring..


This is one of the investigation - visual field to detect glaucoma..
I having a try on it...

The End..

Can not express myself

What wrong with me..

How can i control mine mind..

A bit depress , a bit unhappy , a bit worry , a bit miss U , I am so confuse..

A bit scare , a bit lonely , a bit happy , a bit lazy..

A bit misunderstanding , a bit selfish , a bit +/-

So conclusion, speechless..

Today, is tuesday.. Do u know tat..

Day by day passed..

I want 2 enjoy mine day..

I had made a though after finish mine diploma i want 2 go for midwife..

God.. Pls help me..

I tell u ohh.. Mine Jesus.. He very good d ohh.. Anything u what 2 say u can direct talk 2 HIM. Anything u want also can tell HIM. HIM is everyday ready for me. Although, sometime i did go away from HIM presence.. Do not want to go back to HIS presence...

Him knew wht am i think.. I want 2 build a good relationship with HIM..

God can u pls made a bit busy .. SO tat, i wouldnt think much.. Thinking something tat is unnecessary..

Tomorrow, I going 2 OT.. Can u be with me.. Made mine life colorful..

:)

Testimonies About Bro. Chew Chor Meng - Singaporean Artist

“Chew started his career in MediaCorp Studios after winning Star Search in 1990, a bi-annual nationwide talent search. Since then, he has never failed to make it to the Top 10 Most Popular Male Artistes in Star Awards, an award ceremony for TV personalities, since its inception in 1994. In 2004, Chew was awarded the All Time Favourite Artiste Award as he had garnered a record of 10 popularity awards.
Chew is able to immerse himself so well into his characters that viewers often have a lasting impression of his roles. This was evident when he bagged the Best Actor Award in Star Awards 2000 in Hainan Kopi Tales. His popularity has also spread across the causeway as he was voted the Most Popular MediaCorp Male Artiste in Malaysia.

Chew is married to Deon Tan and they have two daughters, born in 2002 and 2004. He revealed during a celebrity talk show in early 2008 that he did not have a happy childhood, often being abused by his overly strict father (a compulsive gambler), who committed suicide when Chew was still in primary school. He began attending a Charismatic church, Renewal Centre from 2007 and was baptized in late November 2008 with his daughters.

On December 19, 2008, Chew announced during a church event that he was suffering from Kennedy’s disease, a muscular dystrophy illness that resulted in him limping while filming for his latest role as Wang Zhongkun in Love Blossoms II. Chew said that he was diagnosed with the illness in September 2008, and that he alerted the local press as to his condition, but asked the press to not report it yet, as he was psychologically not ready for it. Chew originally planned on officially announcing his illness during the Star Awards 2008 ceremony, due to be held in March 2009. However, signs of his illness can be clearly seen already, and the news was hard to keep under wraps. The illness has also brought on cardiac problems and diabetes for Chew.”
(Source: Wikipedia)








Pray that his sickness will be healed and his testimonies will touch many people and know that Jesus is real.

daddy

Daddy!! It will be good.. If u are here...

Feel like crying alrdy..

Today, had be reject by mine friends..

Although, I know i sure not blame them.. Just tat, I got a bit felt upsad..

U guy may feel pelik why i say i hope mine daddy are here..

At home, i am princess.. But here i am nothing just a simple me..

Still remember during sem 1 .. When i face problem, mine daddy is mine consultant.. I will cry in the phone then mine dad will quietly listen..

My dad is a busy person..
But, i know he love me..

Once, i call mine dad he didnt pick up the phone..
Few hours later he call back.. I was a bit angry so i didnt pick up the phone.. He call and call..
Until d next morning i also didnt want to pick up the phone...

Haha.. Small GAS lel..

Mine dad will bring me to shopping.. Hehe.. Of couse he will give me cash..
Haha.. Got live ATM...

Here!!!!!!!!
I want 2 go out also hard..

Learn to be independent..

Cut the story to short.. we attended convocation as a choir team..
1 word FUN + TIRED

:)

2day!!!

Today is sport day.. I dont really like sport day.. In fact I hate.. I dont want go under d sun and result in mine skin kena burn.

This year, actually i plan to join badminton match.. Bec i didnt want 2 overstretch mine leg.. So, i just pull a side this thought.

2day, I take a depth breath and i decide to try 2 Jogging.. BUT, I cant.. I was limping.

So, i give up.. Silently return to mine sit..

I did complain!!!

I complained ... WHy why why.. Why i still cant run..

This few day i did complain to god..

But, when i sit down quietly.. I recoil back at d beginner how i injury - how i face it - how i starter 2 walk.. I really very guilt.

Tonight, I really repeat be4 god..

Is me who limiting d ability and the power of God..

Sorry Lord..

I love Jesus!!!I love u Jesus..

Hahahhahahahaha...............

Take 1 , 2 ,3 ,4 and 5 to shoot me with Pat feed me with her birthday cake ... Fall
The 6 shoot.. Finally, successly took a nice shoot..
Actually, is not the camera man Had a poor technique but is me who ruining away from the camera. I think this is very funny scene..

IN the other hand. Ade and Jess only 1 shoot.. OK !!! Good shoot..

Happy Blessed Birthday..

:)

Pasar Malam

ReD ReD ReD!!!!

Tat day, we go 2 pasar malam together.... Took a few pic and want 2 share with u all..

Eating time!!!! We all enjoy the food...

Pat, talking abt she.. She going 2 leave college this end of year.. I really cant image how we going 2 been without her in our midst..
She is wanny!! NOW she having chinken pox.. Do pray for her...

Good Day!!:)

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饒恕是一份很難的功課...。饒恕絕對不是遺忘，相反的，你必須一一面對過去的傷害，一一的原諒。對於一個沒有經歷到神的愛的人來說，這無疑是一種二次傷害。因此許多人只是選擇遺忘，假裝自己已經原諒了，但其實心裡面累積很多傷。真正的饒恕，並不是一般人印象中的以高姿態來原諒別人，而是先要承認自己軟弱受傷，沒有能力原諒，再為他們，也為自己，祈求天父的赦免，這樣神的愛才能進到你受傷之處，在醫治的同時，也使你得著饒恕他人的能力。

Flight.........

U guy may wonder why i post this aeroplane photo..

Each time during mine holiday.. I will pack mine luggage fast minute..

Call a taxi and go LCCT..

Most of the time i am alone with mine luggage..

Still remember when d 1st time i took airplane alone..

I sure will be scare d!!

But now a day , I felt numb alrdy...

Got few time, mine friends scold me..

WHY?? U come back also nvr tell me??

WHY?? U depart alrdy i also dont know d??

So, sorry friend.. I just forgotten!!

May be i dont like d moment of saying BYE BYE...

Any different..

Be4 starting 2 write mine post hehe.. Show u guy mine photo...

1st pic - perasa - wedcam boo.. too boring during mine holiday..

2nd pic: took by friend.. eating cake..

So,which 1 u like..

This baby boy name Yoyo.. So cute right.. I just knew him for few minute.. He allow me to carry him..


Do she look very beautiful!! She is 1 of mine junior.. Last weekend, i went Ixora(her hostel) overnight with erika and mannie.. Do u see d bowl she holding..

Tat saturday, after youth meeting.. We reach home .. All of us so hungry so mannie decided to cook for us..

Hello.. I am mannie.. (This is she) Shh.. don't tell her i took her pic ahh..

Happy Day ... SMILE