Wednesday, October 27, 2010

A confuse .....

WOW!!! WOW!! WOW!!
This week really a hard week for me.
A group of people but i just feel alone.
I start to c/o and negative + devil thinking just bound up from my mind.
I felt terrible. I even dont know how to protect myself.
After yr action , although it just yr facial expression , yr word, yr mov.
I really want 2 #$@%^@%^%

SABAR ! SABAR ! SABAR!!!

Ok.. Keep smile and con my day!! But,in my heart i really felt bad, left behind , felt like want to scold u loudly.

SABAR ! SABAR ! SABAR!

every min,second, even microsecond i saw u and d way u treat me.. I only can SABAR! SABAR ! SABAR!

I end up with severe headache , leg discomfort , diarrhea ...
SABAR!SABAR!!

3 day i was suffer with this condition..

I pray and seek help for u ..
U are really true!! My Lord..

I start 2 change my thinking and blessed them.. Every time u try me like tat .. My mind is keep blesses on u...

I saw d situation turn 90 degree to d positive site..
No headache occur!

Too many thing 2 think until i cant even sleep at d nite..
Yesterday i dont even sleep for 1 min!! Do u know tat feeling of be awake in d midnight.
I keep thinking and pray for d thing i think of...

I open d bible and read.. I tell Jesus which book which chapter should i read..
BOM!! I turn onto tat page ... (Is this Lord)Ok!! Start 2 read ... chapter 1-2-3-4
Every word is just like Rhema 2 me..
THK god..

OHH!! 5.30am alrdy.. Is time 2 go 2 work...
2day i didnt experience any severe headache and happy working although i didnt sleep!!!

Pray for me!! I wish i can sleep well at night....

1 comment:

  1. Hey nice background =)
    haha thank god that u're free now!!! yea XD

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