A confuse .....

WOW!!! WOW!! WOW!!
This week really a hard week for me.
A group of people but i just feel alone.
I start to c/o and negative + devil thinking just bound up from my mind.
I felt terrible. I even dont know how to protect myself.
After yr action , although it just yr facial expression , yr word, yr mov.
I really want 2 #$@%^@%^%

SABAR ! SABAR ! SABAR!!!

Ok.. Keep smile and con my day!! But,in my heart i really felt bad, left behind , felt like want to scold u loudly.

SABAR ! SABAR ! SABAR!

every min,second, even microsecond i saw u and d way u treat me.. I only can SABAR! SABAR ! SABAR!

I end up with severe headache , leg discomfort , diarrhea ...
SABAR!SABAR!!

3 day i was suffer with this condition..

I pray and seek help for u ..
U are really true!! My Lord..

I start 2 change my thinking and blessed them.. Every time u try me like tat .. My mind is keep blesses on u...

I saw d situation turn 90 degree to d positive site..
No headache occur!

Too many thing 2 think until i cant even sleep at d nite..
Yesterday i dont even sleep for 1 min!! Do u know tat feeling of be awake in d midnight.
I keep thinking and pray for d thing i think of...

I open d bible and read.. I tell Jesus which book which chapter should i read..
BOM!! I turn onto tat page ... (Is this Lord)Ok!! Start 2 read ... chapter 1-2-3-4
Every word is just like Rhema 2 me..
THK god..

OHH!! 5.30am alrdy.. Is time 2 go 2 work...
2day i didnt experience any severe headache and happy working although i didnt sleep!!!

Pray for me!! I wish i can sleep well at night....

WHY WHY ???

The Past

I review told pic tat we had took be4.. I really miss u guy... When we all together laugh like crazy..

Erm,3 of them are my juinor tat constantly will follow us 2 Ga youth.

I knew for abt 1 yr plus , i think...

By review the ex- pic .. I really ..........

I felt :{

CAnt con write!!

Be CON

C/o- complain

Dont u feel tired complain about something... If not, I am tired of listening of those complain. Cant u just let go the c/o and hand it to God.

Pic explain everything...

Word frm my heart..

I love U..

Jesus

Have been a while.....

Have been a long while.. I didnt update my blog.. Are u guy missing me...

HoHoHo..

How am i doing now!!

Today status happy +++

I now still posting in ward. Now posted in ENT.

Next fri, i am going back 2 hometown.. I going 2 celebrate my birthday with my family.

I turning 20yrs old.. Ohhh no.. Is start with 2 alrdy.. No more 19+...

I stoped learn guitar for 1 month alrdy.. Without any good reason.. Dont worry i will con 2 learn coming month.

- I saw - I taste - I feel - I sense -

Muak Muak...

Back 2 hospital

Recently, i felt that I am getting lazy..

Ohh.. No no no no.. In the name of Jesus go away..

My dad, recently keep on ask me to Study hard..

I will dad..
I had a great holiday standing at home..
I love my family..

muakk..