WOW!!! WOW!! WOW!!
This week really a hard week for me.
A group of people but i just feel alone.
I start to c/o and
negative + devil thinking just bound up from my mind.
I felt terrible. I even
dont know how to protect myself.
After yr action , although it just yr facial expression , yr word, yr
mov.
I really want 2
#$@%^@%^%SABAR ! SABAR ! SABAR!!!Ok.. Keep smile and con my day!! But,in my heart i really felt bad, left behind , felt like want to scold u loudly.
SABAR ! SABAR ! SABAR!every min,second, even microsecond i saw u and d way u treat me.. I only can
SABAR! SABAR ! SABAR!I end up with severe headache , leg discomfort , diarrhea ...
SABAR!SABAR!!3 day i was suffer with this condition..
I pray and seek help for u ..
U are really true!! My Lord..
I start 2 change my thinking and blessed them.. Every time u try me like tat .. My mind is keep blesses on u...
I saw d situation turn 90 degree to d positive site..
No headache occur!
Too many thing 2 think until i cant even sleep at d
nite..
Yesterday i
dont even sleep for 1 min!! Do u know tat feeling of be awake in d midnight.
I keep thinking and pray for d thing i think of...
I open d bible and read.. I tell Jesus which book which chapter should i read..
BOM!! I turn onto tat page ... (Is this Lord)
Ok!! Start 2 read ... chapter 1-2-3-4
Every word is just like
Rhema 2 me..
THK god..
OHH!! 5.30am
alrdy.. Is time 2 go 2 work...
2day i
didnt experience any severe headache and happy working although i didnt sleep!!!
Pray for me!! I wish i can sleep well at night....