Teach me How 2 run...

THANKSS

2010-11-28T06:27:00.000-08:00

A BIg thanks to my friends and my church member..

I love U all..

THANKS

FORWARD ....

2010-11-22T04:36:00.000-08:00

FORWARD!!!!

A confuse .....

2010-10-27T23:49:00.000-07:00

WOW!!! WOW!! WOW!!
This week really a hard week for me.
A group of people but i just feel alone.
I start to c/o and negative + devil thinking just bound up from my mind.
I felt terrible. I even dont know how to protect myself.
After yr action , although it just yr facial expression , yr word, yr mov.
I really want 2 #$@%^@%^%

SABAR ! SABAR ! SABAR!!!

Ok.. Keep smile and con my day!! But,in my heart i really felt bad, left behind , felt like want to scold u loudly.

SABAR ! SABAR ! SABAR!

every min,second, even microsecond i saw u and d way u treat me.. I only can SABAR! SABAR ! SABAR!

I end up with severe headache , leg discomfort , diarrhea ...
SABAR!SABAR!!

3 day i was suffer with this condition..

I pray and seek help for u ..
U are really true!! My Lord..

I start 2 change my thinking and blessed them.. Every time u try me like tat .. My mind is keep blesses on u...

I saw d situation turn 90 degree to d positive site..
No headache occur!

Too many thing 2 think until i cant even sleep at d nite..
Yesterday i dont even sleep for 1 min!! Do u know tat feeling of be awake in d midnight.
I keep thinking and pray for d thing i think of...

I open d bible and read.. I tell Jesus which book which chapter should i read..
BOM!! I turn onto tat page ... (Is this Lord)Ok!! Start 2 read ... chapter 1-2-3-4
Every word is just like Rhema 2 me..
THK god..

OHH!! 5.30am alrdy.. Is time 2 go 2 work...
2day i didnt experience any severe headache and happy working although i didnt sleep!!!

Pray for me!! I wish i can sleep well at night....

2010-10-26T02:33:00.001-07:00

WHY WHY ???

The Past

2010-10-26T01:48:00.000-07:00

I review told pic tat we had took be4.. I really miss u guy... When we all together laugh like crazy..

Erm,3 of them are my juinor tat constantly will follow us 2 Ga youth.

I knew for abt 1 yr plus , i think...

By review the ex- pic .. I really ..........

I felt :{

CAnt con write!!

Be CON

C/o- complain

2010-10-06T19:47:00.000-07:00

Dont u feel tired complain about something... If not, I am tired of listening of those complain. Cant u just let go the c/o and hand it to God.

2010-10-03T08:45:00.001-07:00

Pic explain everything...

Word frm my heart..

I love U..

Jesus

Have been a while.....

2010-09-29T01:41:00.000-07:00

Have been a long while.. I didnt update my blog.. Are u guy missing me...

HoHoHo..

How am i doing now!!

Today status happy +++

I now still posting in ward. Now posted in ENT.

Next fri, i am going back 2 hometown.. I going 2 celebrate my birthday with my family.

I turning 20yrs old.. Ohhh no.. Is start with 2 alrdy.. No more 19+...

I stoped learn guitar for 1 month alrdy.. Without any good reason.. Dont worry i will con 2 learn coming month.

- I saw - I taste - I feel - I sense -

Muak Muak...

Back 2 hospital

2010-09-01T20:12:00.000-07:00

Recently, i felt that I am getting lazy..

Ohh.. No no no no.. In the name of Jesus go away..

My dad, recently keep on ask me to Study hard..

I will dad..
I had a great holiday standing at home..
I love my family..

muakk..

Here i am

2010-08-14T00:32:00.000-07:00

I was post at Tun Hussien Onn Eye hospital.. Show u some pic...

1st pic.. Is Ot day.. Watch live operation thr TV...
Meet hannah in ward..

This pic.. Does not express anything.. Right!!
But, actually i was 100% ++ boring..

This is one of the investigation - visual field to detect glaucoma..
I having a try on it...

The End..

Can not express myself

2010-08-10T09:10:00.000-07:00

What wrong with me..

How can i control mine mind..

A bit depress , a bit unhappy , a bit worry , a bit miss U , I am so confuse..

A bit scare , a bit lonely , a bit happy , a bit lazy..

A bit misunderstanding , a bit selfish , a bit +/-

So conclusion, speechless..

Today, is tuesday.. Do u know tat..

Day by day passed..

I want 2 enjoy mine day..

I had made a though after finish mine diploma i want 2 go for midwife..

God.. Pls help me..

I tell u ohh.. Mine Jesus.. He very good d ohh.. Anything u what 2 say u can direct talk 2 HIM. Anything u want also can tell HIM. HIM is everyday ready for me. Although, sometime i did go away from HIM presence.. Do not want to go back to HIS presence...

Him knew wht am i think.. I want 2 build a good relationship with HIM..

God can u pls made a bit busy .. SO tat, i wouldnt think much.. Thinking something tat is unnecessary..

Tomorrow, I going 2 OT.. Can u be with me.. Made mine life colorful..

Testimonies About Bro. Chew Chor Meng - Singaporean Artist

2010-08-10T02:18:00.000-07:00

“Chew started his career in MediaCorp Studios after winning Star Search in 1990, a bi-annual nationwide talent search. Since then, he has never failed to make it to the Top 10 Most Popular Male Artistes in Star Awards, an award ceremony for TV personalities, since its inception in 1994. In 2004, Chew was awarded the All Time Favourite Artiste Award as he had garnered a record of 10 popularity awards.
Chew is able to immerse himself so well into his characters that viewers often have a lasting impression of his roles. This was evident when he bagged the Best Actor Award in Star Awards 2000 in Hainan Kopi Tales. His popularity has also spread across the causeway as he was voted the Most Popular MediaCorp Male Artiste in Malaysia.

Chew is married to Deon Tan and they have two daughters, born in 2002 and 2004. He revealed during a celebrity talk show in early 2008 that he did not have a happy childhood, often being abused by his overly strict father (a compulsive gambler), who committed suicide when Chew was still in primary school. He began attending a Charismatic church, Renewal Centre from 2007 and was baptized in late November 2008 with his daughters.

On December 19, 2008, Chew announced during a church event that he was suffering from Kennedy’s disease, a muscular dystrophy illness that resulted in him limping while filming for his latest role as Wang Zhongkun in Love Blossoms II. Chew said that he was diagnosed with the illness in September 2008, and that he alerted the local press as to his condition, but asked the press to not report it yet, as he was psychologically not ready for it. Chew originally planned on officially announcing his illness during the Star Awards 2008 ceremony, due to be held in March 2009. However, signs of his illness can be clearly seen already, and the news was hard to keep under wraps. The illness has also brought on cardiac problems and diabetes for Chew.”
(Source: Wikipedia)

Pray that his sickness will be healed and his testimonies will touch many people and know that Jesus is real.

daddy

2010-08-05T04:04:00.000-07:00

Daddy!! It will be good.. If u are here...

Feel like crying alrdy..

Today, had be reject by mine friends..

Although, I know i sure not blame them.. Just tat, I got a bit felt upsad..

U guy may feel pelik why i say i hope mine daddy are here..

At home, i am princess.. But here i am nothing just a simple me..

Still remember during sem 1 .. When i face problem, mine daddy is mine consultant.. I will cry in the phone then mine dad will quietly listen..

My dad is a busy person..
But, i know he love me..

Once, i call mine dad he didnt pick up the phone..
Few hours later he call back.. I was a bit angry so i didnt pick up the phone.. He call and call..
Until d next morning i also didnt want to pick up the phone...

Haha.. Small GAS lel..

Mine dad will bring me to shopping.. Hehe.. Of couse he will give me cash..
Haha.. Got live ATM...

Here!!!!!!!!
I want 2 go out also hard..

Learn to be independent..

2010-08-02T18:52:00.000-07:00

Cut the story to short.. we attended convocation as a choir team..
1 word FUN + TIRED

:)

2day!!!

2010-07-31T08:56:00.000-07:00

Today is sport day.. I dont really like sport day.. In fact I hate.. I dont want go under d sun and result in mine skin kena burn.

This year, actually i plan to join badminton match.. Bec i didnt want 2 overstretch mine leg.. So, i just pull a side this thought.

2day, I take a depth breath and i decide to try 2 Jogging.. BUT, I cant.. I was limping.

So, i give up.. Silently return to mine sit..

I did complain!!!

I complained ... WHy why why.. Why i still cant run..

This few day i did complain to god..

But, when i sit down quietly.. I recoil back at d beginner how i injury - how i face it - how i starter 2 walk.. I really very guilt.

Tonight, I really repeat be4 god..

Is me who limiting d ability and the power of God..

Sorry Lord..

I love Jesus!!!I love u Jesus..

2010-07-23T03:45:00.000-07:00

Hahahhahahahaha...............

Take 1 , 2 ,3 ,4 and 5 to shoot me with Pat feed me with her birthday cake ... Fall
The 6 shoot.. Finally, successly took a nice shoot..
Actually, is not the camera man Had a poor technique but is me who ruining away from the camera. I think this is very funny scene..

IN the other hand. Ade and Jess only 1 shoot.. OK !!! Good shoot..

Happy Blessed Birthday..

Pasar Malam

2010-07-23T03:38:00.000-07:00

ReD ReD ReD!!!!

Tat day, we go 2 pasar malam together.... Took a few pic and want 2 share with u all..

Eating time!!!! We all enjoy the food...

Pat, talking abt she.. She going 2 leave college this end of year.. I really cant image how we going 2 been without her in our midst..
She is wanny!! NOW she having chinken pox.. Do pray for her...

Good Day!!:)

http://liwairen.music.com

2010-07-14T02:48:00.000-07:00

2010-07-14T02:34:00.001-07:00

饒恕是一份很難的功課...。饒恕絕對不是遺忘，相反的，你必須一一面對過去的傷害，一一的原諒。對於一個沒有經歷到神的愛的人來說，這無疑是一種二次傷害。因此許多人只是選擇遺忘，假裝自己已經原諒了，但其實心裡面累積很多傷。真正的饒恕，並不是一般人印象中的以高姿態來原諒別人，而是先要承認自己軟弱受傷，沒有能力原諒，再為他們，也為自己，祈求天父的赦免，這樣神的愛才能進到你受傷之處，在醫治的同時，也使你得著饒恕他人的能力。

Flight.........

2010-07-14T00:17:00.000-07:00

U guy may wonder why i post this aeroplane photo..

Each time during mine holiday.. I will pack mine luggage fast minute..

Call a taxi and go LCCT..

Most of the time i am alone with mine luggage..

Still remember when d 1st time i took airplane alone..

I sure will be scare d!!

But now a day , I felt numb alrdy...

Got few time, mine friends scold me..

WHY?? U come back also nvr tell me??

WHY?? U depart alrdy i also dont know d??

So, sorry friend.. I just forgotten!!

May be i dont like d moment of saying BYE BYE...

Any different..

2010-07-12T05:57:00.000-07:00

Be4 starting 2 write mine post hehe.. Show u guy mine photo...

1st pic - perasa - wedcam boo.. too boring during mine holiday..

2nd pic: took by friend.. eating cake..

So,which 1 u like..

This baby boy name Yoyo.. So cute right.. I just knew him for few minute.. He allow me to carry him..

Do she look very beautiful!! She is 1 of mine junior.. Last weekend, i went Ixora(her hostel) overnight with erika and mannie.. Do u see d bowl she holding..

Tat saturday, after youth meeting.. We reach home .. All of us so hungry so mannie decided to cook for us..

Hello.. I am mannie.. (This is she) Shh.. don't tell her i took her pic ahh..

Happy Day ... SMILE

Back 2 school become back to hospital.

2010-06-30T07:39:00.000-07:00

This week actually, Is d starting of semester 5 , nursing course.. Wonder why we have been called to posted at hospital..

This weeks really a fun week... Finding for cross at over d ward..

The main reason was it was mine 1st time work with mine best friends..

Ruining!!! After d injury of mine knee. I never run again..

What is d feeling of ruining..

Doc adviced me 2 start with jogging..

Doc: Do u run?wht do u feel when u run

Me: Ahhh.. Run !!! I dont dare 2 run..

Doc: Ohh I c. U can start with jogging

Me:Oh(happily! finally can walk a bit faster)

Haha.. How?? I really forget how 2 jogging alrdy. Which leg i need 2 start of.. A lot of question pop up of mine mind!!!

Who want jogging with me(Just kidding)..

i REALLY need a brave 2 start mine running machine.. :)

One day, i will run again.. Amen...

Thk unknow friends..A friend is present!!!

2010-06-27T21:18:00.001-07:00

Recently i notice tat !! Tat r a few unknown friends had post comment in mine blog..Their really motivate and post positive comments..Thk for read mine blog..I felt grateful..

Back 2 school....

2010-06-27T21:03:00.000-07:00

Hello.. Everyone!! Ping ping here.. :)

I got 3.32 - GPA for semester4

1A+

2B+

haha.. I expect to having a break thr this semester 5!! AMen

Tell u a bit of mine education background.. I not a intelligence people..

I need 2 work really hard to achieve a good result...

But i really thk god.. I didn't experience any headache during mine revision time..

In the past.. If i stress, i will had a severe headache..

My dream:

1. Go oversea - play - china,usa,india

2. Go beach

3.Go see sunset

4.Go see star

* I want 2 try thing tat i never try be4...

say ;)

2010-06-15T04:56:00.000-07:00

Wow.. In mine mind, i was so confuse!!!
I really admired him.. He is nice !! Sporting ,speed!! Nice 2 patient. He can spend 30 m talk and explain thing toward his patients..

I heard a gossip abt Him.. I was so sad.. No mood for 2 days. Until tat was a cheesy pizza also i don't want...

Anyway!! I believe mine feeling.. I admire Him.. He is nice..

It wouldn't be any wrong..

So,conclusion don't gossip people.. It will made people fall and distress..

Form 5

2010-06-06T07:26:00.000-07:00

U guy can guess where am i ma??

It seem like yesterday... This is mine form 5 class photo..

Talk abt secondary school.. I got a big testimony to share with.. U guy want 2 listen 2 mine story..

Long long time a ago...

I am a people who not a good student in study.. I knew god and renew by HIM at form 2..

Form 1:Last 2 class

Form2 : Last 3 class

Form 3:First 3 class

Form4&5:First 2 class

Guy,can u see d connection and d difference of mine class position.. Frm d last 2 class i jump to first few class..

In d past, I knew a group of 'friends'... Who didnt guided me 2 a right path..

At form 2, I started 2 change.. Start to open mine book and study.. Miracle, I got 3A in PMR...

Tat time, I dont have any cita-cita.. I dont know which field i want 2 go for..

Look back 2 d past, i can see tat God guiding toward this career(nurse)..

Haha.. U guy may think how??

I enter Scn class.. I take phy& chem but i drop biology.. I change d biology to Engineer Drawing..

Why,Engineer Drawing.. I also dont know.. I guess i just follow my daday.. Mine dad is a site engineer..

Into d carrer nurse, i should take biology right...

Haha!! I didnt not..

Bia .... BIa...

I finish mine SPM.. Result come out.. Moderate.. Not so good and not so bad... In fact, I got a C in engineer drawing..

I decided not 2 enter this field..

......................

1 day, i received a sms frm am aunty abt d Sime darby interview4 scholarship in nursing.. . In mine mind, i think nurse wouldnt be mine career right.. I am not suit to be a nurse.. I so rough and careless...

But, i go for d interview.. I didnt do any preparation.. During the interview.. The 1st question was why u want 2 become a nurse..

I really dont know what to answer.. So, i tell them mine testimony of mine secondary life.. In d spot, there accept me.. I pass d interview and got d scholarship.. Then, i Come here!!!

So, why u can see VCPP here in Selangor.....

Last wednesday,we join a poster race!! We won d 1st price. WOW>>>

Our poster, although didn't see very nice.. But,we won..

A drop of blood can safe life.. Meaningful Blood donation

2010-06-04T20:36:00.001-07:00

So relax ah.. Of course lo.. Bec, d needle not yet come ma..

This thur, is our nursing day celebration.. 1 of d activities is blood donation..

Wanny, she really brave.. She is d one who willing to donate blood.. Tat bag, on d left is her blood..

This girl,mannie!!! She really really want to donate blood but she having low blood pressure.. Mean, she didnt pass the qualification to donate.. Likewise,Adelene also want to donate hardly.. But, her vein too small.. Once,d needle inject into her vein.. Her vein broke..

For me, in fact i dont plan to donate d.. But, saw mine friends all joining.. So,ok lol.. Go had a try.. Who know i pass all d test.. Fit and health to donate.. Ok la.. Not so painful..

Now, the injected site got a bit bruise..

Haha.. I donate 350cc of blood...

Hello!!

2010-06-04T20:16:00.001-07:00

This few week really busy!!! So lazy to update blog.. Very Pai seh ahh...

For yr information of mine health status.. Next week 9.6.2010 i will go see doc again.. This time doc will decide whether d necessary to undergo operation.. Is a small operation call arthroscope..

But, i still scare lol..

Why, I need 2 undergo d operation... Bec, when the time i injury mine knee cap, the tissue and capillary around had tear.. (rosak) The operation is to clean out all the dead tissues to prevent early immobile In future..

I alrdy, asked a lot my friends view.. Their all say is better u go for it...

This is mine doc.. Doc CC.Tai.. He is nice, more handsome tat d pic.. Pray for Him too...

I really need miracle... In fact, i really dont want to go for operation..

Do pray for me..

I almost fall down just now...

2010-05-25T02:07:00.000-07:00

Finish mine 1st paper of exam.... Then, while i was walking I almost fall.. Tat minute i really very scare... If tat minute i fall, is high chance for me to injury mine left knee... Which still in d process of recovery...

God, THANK GOD.. I didnt fall.. I feel something holding my ankle which prevent me frm d fall..

There still a long journey for me to walk.. I also not yet get Bf.. haha.. Just a joke..

May god protect me all d time..

God is God all d time.. All the time God is Good....

Take A Break!!!!

2010-05-20T22:00:00.000-07:00

Take a Break!! Let me tell the HOT NEW!!!!

My pastor GTLim go bald hair.."Go Bald Project” in Kuching!!!

就要开始剃了，与支持者最后合照。。。About to begin shaving, final group photo with supporters.

Those who wear purple shirt is mine church member at Kuching.

楼下、楼上都挤满教会弟兄姐妹。。。Upstairs, downstairs all packed with church brothers and sisters…

全场最有压力的理发师就是这位年轻人，因我的头若有什么三长两短，千多位支持者都会跳上台上来。。。哈哈。。。The most under pressure hair-dresser of the event, because should anything go wrong with Pastor head, the more than a thousand supporters would jump up the stage…haha…

过程中也有一些挺恐怖的画面，有些人说看到感动得想哭了。。。There were some scary moments during the process, some said they were almost moved to tears watching…
大家抢着拍难得一见的样貌。。。Everyone scrambling to take a picture of Pastor rare look…

大功告成！A job well done!

This week is revision week... Everyday average only sleep for few hours. This semester I really want to have break thought.. Tat why, I study hard and smart.. Of course, I need HIM to give me wisdom..

You always beside me...

Today, introduce mine pastor to u.. He did a decision really make me shock..

Last 2 day posting..

2010-05-14T10:17:00.000-07:00

Pic of me with mine church friends went 2 camp 4days 3 night.. I really miss them.. Some of them did bring them toy..

I am hungry, where is d food..

Next week is revision week!!!!!

A bit nervous.. Bec 2 more weeks i will be facing semester 4 final exam...

Is time to FLIGHT ..

This semester i really want to had a break through..

Mine target is above 3.4!!! Nice number right..

AHHHHHHHHH!!!

Conclusion is need 2 study smart + (not by myself but with God wisdom) pray..

The fear of the LORD,is d beginning of knowledge,but fools despite wisdom&discipline. Prov 1:7

Lack of sleep linked to early death??

2010-05-07T02:49:00.000-07:00

LONDON (AFP) – People who get less than six hours sleep per night have an increased risk of dying prematurely, researchers said on Wednesday.

Those who slumbered for less than that amount of time were 12 percent more likely to die early, though researchers also found a link between sleeping more than nine hours and premature death.

"If you sleep little, you can develop diabetes, obesity, hypertension and high cholesterol," Francesco Cappuccio, who led research on the subject at Britain's University of Warwick, told AFP.

The study, conducted with the Federico II University in Naples, Italy, aggregated decade-long studies from around the world involving more than 1.3 million people and found "unequivocal evidence of the direct link" between lack of sleep and premature death.

"We think that the relation between little sleep and illness is due to a series of hormonal and metabolical mechanisms," Cappuccio said.

The findings of the study were published in the Sleep journal.

Cappuccio believes the duration of sleep is a public health issue and should be considered as a behavioural risk factor by doctors.

"Society pushes us to sleep less and less," Cappuccio said, adding that about 20 percent of the population in the United States and Britain sleeps less than five hours.

Sleeping less than six hours is "more common amongst full-time workers, suggesting that it may be due to societal pressures for longer working hours and more shift work"

The study also found a link between sleeping more than nine hours per night and premature death, but Cappuccio said oversleeping is more likely to be an effect of illness, rather than a cause.

Research showed no adverse effects for those sleeping between six and eight hours per day.

Sleep Journal(more result CLick this)

A relationship

2010-05-07T02:25:00.002-07:00

What does it mean By a relationship??

It is a must Yr 1st will become Yr LAST!!

I had prayed!! I alwys tell God>. I dont want to be like tat.. It was bec i am scare.

Do i want now!! I dont think so.. But,$&47545...

God i surrender it onto yr hand..

Next week are mine last week posting at Med/Sur B..Then, i will have to face exam..

During this pray and fasting period I set a few target to break through..

1)Have a good result.
and so on.........

Something, i did regret tat i come to Sime darby college.. I didnt enjoy d college life.. It was totally difference from mine imagination.

Another word, If i didnt come to this college i wouldnt knew Pat them..Plus i wouldnt go To GA611..
I wouldnt be wht I am Now..

Likewise, a person should not always hold on to the past.. Past is d history...
There still a journey for me to complete..

2010-05-02T22:00:00.000-07:00

Went 2 shopping!!! 1st pic (lunch) : Rice Cheese + seafood & salmon
2nd pic : Chocolate Bun

Ah pat!! She Look so cute right..

Haha.. Another word, photographer had a good skill!!

After,tat incident (leg injury) I really appreciate mine live. Live of a normal people.

A day memories!!!

2010-05-02T21:51:00.000-07:00

When to primary school last Friday!! I really enjoy myself with mine coursemate. Tat time, i asked those kid what is yr ambition. 3 out of 4 want to become a teacher.How pure is their heart..

I love kids.

Do U??

Come to me, all u who are weary and burdened, and i will give u rest..

2010-04-28T02:40:00.000-07:00

This is mine group member for this 2 weeks..

I really enjoy working them.. Love u all

I am confuse feeling!!

Tat moment,scene,feeling meeting, i was hurt ++

I wonder i cry bec i hurt or bec i was touch by HIM...

I think both ..

The feeling is weird..

I seem running away frm HIM..

I don't want 2 open d bible either..

In mine heart i felt God is waiting 4 me..

Through some incident happrned, He spoken to me..

Come to me , I will protect u and give u rest.. Come to mine presence..

Each prayer, I did for this week was apologise to Jesus..

Keep on say sorry !!!!

I knew i am a sinner, I run away from your presence.. But i know u Love me..

Thr Jesus I WAS forgive...

Lord i want to go back to your presence...

DR Tai cc

2010-04-21T08:41:00.000-07:00

2day had appointment with Doc Tai..

Last week, i had difficult time posting at general ward.But, i overcome it by d power of Mine big father..

I cry twice in d pantry bec i felt kena buli by d nurse by ordering me do this do tat.. As mine condition, i am on light duty(easy duty).

I cry bec i was physically unfit..

I cry once bec scolded by CI.

But, thing start 2 change. I had mine change 2 meet Doc Tai (bone doc). He is d one who suggest me for operation.

Having a chat abt mine condition and he ask me to come over 2 his clinic. Thus, Doc Tai didnt charge me4 consultation fee.(RM220)

Thank God..

This week, i posting at SurB,nt.. This ward not really busy and i had a lot of junior and senior.

Mean, i would not overstress mine leg. If i felt pain at mine injury leg.. I can enter d pantry room and rest.. No one will scold me..

2day just had mine appointment with Doc Tai. He say in the mid-while i not need operation just continue with physio..

Went 2 phsio the physiotherapy is a nice lady..

Surprise tat, she knew me:'' Ohhh!! U are tat pattela dislocation gurl''

Me:'' Ahh.. U knew me?

Physio: Ya, i heard tat is a student dislocation of pattella when i went 2 yr college to teach your friends abt physio..

Me:'' Oh.. I c.. :)

Next appointment (6 weeks later) and discuss is it needed 2 do operation.

God really had HIS time.. 6 weeks later i will finish mine semester 4. Tat mean, i not need 2 rely semester.

BTW, i proclaim 6 weeks later i complete heal..

AMEN!!

2010-04-11T08:32:00.000-07:00

This is d vitamin/medication i need 2 eat everyday..
Actually, d medication inside d white container are Vit C,Cal,....
Only d Oren color tablet is medication.

Actually, i forget 2 eat all of those this few day..

Hahaha..

Still remember d Doc say:''You must eat faithfully yr medication" It can promote d healing..(Yes Doc....

At home got parent always remind me to eat medication..
I think i need do something 2 made myself remember..

This is d knee support i need 2 wear most of d time for 3-4 m..
The white colour is d most MAHAL RM 120 + .. It can promote blood circulation of your leg.

Brown color d.. I used while walking.. It also got aid in promote blood circulation.

Black color.. I seldom wear.. NoT air ventilation.. can cause itch if wear too long..

After this incident, a lot of DO and DON't list in mine daily life..

DO NOT
no Jump,no run,no high heel,no dance,no carry heavy thing
somehow: no shopping - bec i cant walk to long(haha.. i want 2 break this rule soon)

DO
eat medication, careful while walking

In fact, I am a people who can say independence during working!! I will try 2 settle mine work by myself.Only if i need help i will ask mine friend.. But now, i cant carry heavy thing and walk fast.. Mean, i need people 2 help me during working..

I need 2 do physiothe rapy too. I do myself.. It was just a few easy step.. But, of course for me is a bit painful.. Based on science, u can felt d pain is much better bec u still got sensation..

Starting working this wed afternoon.. Hope i can manage it..

Cheer.

Father's Love

2010-04-09T10:22:00.002-07:00

I wish i can write In Chinese...

I wrote a chinese song few minute a ago...

After, meeting with Ah Pat...

I was like *^&7%75.. Mine mind was blur... I felt i am &^^$&764534

Mine tear start to flow... I pray 2 God. Cry to God.. bec i dont know who 2 tell !!

God's love touched me!! God always is a good listener.

So, i wrote this song...Father's Love

Thank 2 mine big daddy..

Love

2010-04-09T10:22:00.001-07:00

Guitar >>

2010-04-04T23:02:00.000-07:00

I want 2 learn play guitar..

The 1st reaction of mine friends was hei yr finger will hurt d.. Pain La...

Haha.. Of course .. I knew..

I hope i can Worship him with guitar.. One day..

Seen Better 2day...

2010-04-04T06:42:00.000-07:00

I saw a few pic in internet look lovely so post it !!!enjoy it..

GOd love u!!!

God is good all the time...

Never limit GOD by our limitations. HE sees beyond us

Ask and it will be given to you: seek and you will find:knock and the door will ne opened to you...

AMen...
I knew God was healing me.. Today, i getting better.. I walk like other people...

1 step and d following step...

Praise d Lord....

Hello!! Thank God

2010-04-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

Having Nice week!!!!

Now, I can walk alrdy...

Hahaha.. Mean ... I go for mine posting hours. (working)

This week i posting at CHN - gov clinical

Wow.. D working hour is so so so short..

Morning shift- 8am-12.3pm

Afternoon shift - 2- 4.3pm

Cool lel..

Most of the time i sit during d working hours.. Thank God... Bec, i cant stand for a long period..

I felt :

I cant really walk like a normal people..

I appear weird when i am walking..

Today, i go ask my friend a physiotherapy..

She say it was a psychology thought in mine mind.. I need to overcome this..

I really really want to jump during Praise and worship..

I want to dance!!!

I want 2 JUMP JUMP JUMP!!!

Last day at home...

2010-03-30T20:45:00.001-07:00

I cook laksa for mine family !!! Wow.. Nice & hot

Dad back from SIBU he bought this 4 me...

Eat Dim SUm... WOw.. Thk DAD
Pai seh.. i am too hungry .. So took d pic when we almost finish d dim sum....

I can walk alrdy.. Thank god..

bacK 2 school!!!! :)

2010-03-30T20:45:00.000-07:00

SHE

2010-03-19T08:36:00.000-07:00

Tat scene ...

Tat moment ...

Really HURT me ...

Previously we like best friend ...

Today, we like strange ...

Tat day, i use tokang and surrounded by my classmate... I felt d care and love of them...

She pass by me... Dont even look at me ...

I dont aspect anything ...

In the past, i really treat u as mine best friend.. Chat with u through out d night..

Interact with u everyday...

Really HurT me...

LORD, wht can i do.. Nor matter wht happen, in mine mind u still mine friend... I will con pray 4 u...

helo!!

2010-03-18T18:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was 3rd times went for chinese treatment..

Really PK alrdy lol.. Each treatment cost RM80...

I really hope i can recovery soon...

Yesterday, d chinese doc say mine knee cap ( patella ) already return 2 d actual place.

But, d tissues around mine knee cap rosak alrdy still in d state of healing...

My leg still have not power to walk...

Really miss d time with pat and friends... I miss u guy!!!! Muaakk

Chinese people.. go see chinese doc...

2010-03-15T21:06:00.000-07:00

chinese treatment... he used d heat to promote blood circulation...
wow.. so many sugar lel.. I ate all this... got fish oil,cal,vit C, alpha... U want.
reward after go see chinese doc.... blueberry cheesy cake..

Chinese doc...

my leg... hahaha ahh yo.. SHY SHy

Pic timess...

2010-03-15T20:39:00.000-07:00

1st night in d hospital.. BTW, mine friends so excited + sad ... see d plaster at mine hand.. D doc cant draw must blood bec my vein too shy... 1st dinner at hospital.. Jess cook d!!!

Miss VCPP thinking!!!! Ermm.. I look like sick people in this photo... Pat took d!!!

This 2 kidss.. Naught naught...

my eyes so painful...

2010-03-13T06:00:00.000-08:00

I pergaduh with my dad just now...

He want me to see Chinese Doc.. He think i will recovery more faster !!! Then, no need operation..

Since, yesterday he keep on advice me to go see chinese doc.. But, i keep on refuse..

Until today, i rejected him and pergaduh with him..

Since,yesterday my father experience chest pain and headache.. May be one of the reason i didnt listen her GAO>>>

Do pray 4 my father too..

Just now, i cry.. now i can feel tat my eyes so painful la...

BTW, i need yr guy advice whether i should go see chinese doc ma??

What i worry is tat my leg with become more worse and swollen...

May good get me wisdom to reject and provide me a good treatment... HAha.. It will be better if those treatment is painless..

A long long story .. PART 2

2010-03-13T04:30:00.000-08:00

I reach kuching yesterday night...

In air-port i notice people eyes keep looking at me.. I think they were thinking..(So, young girl sit on wheelchair ah.. kesian ... )

Haha.. Nvrmind!!! May be i look beatiful seating in wheelchair so their keep on looking.. :) cheer

I enjoying myself in the aeroplane...having lunch and some snack in aeroplane 4 free d!!!

A long long story!!! :)

2010-03-12T03:52:00.000-08:00

(Wearing a beautiful hospital dress.. Tat me.. VCPP.. See me smile lel.. Haha..Bec i knew Jesus LOve me)

Ermmm.. Where should i start lel..

This tuesday, i went to church for p&w..

Then, my turn my leg twisted and i fall..

It was an accident .. Previously i dont have any problem with my knee..

I can felt tat a "baa" sound at my left knee...

I having a lot of pain tat moment. My friends all thought i have muscle cramp..

But after 10 minute i still felt d pain and i cant even bend / straighter my left leg.

Few drops of tear coming out ....

Then, my knee started to swollen and it look abnormal alrdy.. (i wish i can upload pic. But i forget to bring d cable to connect phone 2 laptop)

My friends send me to Hospital..

The moment i reach i kena injection at mine buttock as a pain killer.. Ok lol.. Not really pain...

After tat, doc come to draw blood... But my vein was very difficult to detect.. The needle inserted for 2 times.. Only a few drop of blood.. Not enough

Ohhh No.. Have 2 insert branular.. Inserting branular is more painful..

BIA BIA BIA

Did x-ray and MRI at mine left knee..

Result show tat mine knee cap(patella) displacement and edema..

After discuss with doc say need operation..

Tear was dropping out..

But i believe God with Heal me.. HIS got his own times...

Bec of his blood i will be Heal.. AMEN

To be con....

HELO!! VCPP here!!

2010-03-07T02:33:00.000-08:00

Having be a long time didnt update blog..

Helo!! everyone .. I still alive and breathing!!!

Today, is sunday as usually attend sunday meeting and creative art( ballet& tambourine)!!

Since d beginning, i just plan to join tambourine as i enjoy watch people dance. But, tambourine dances is compulsory to join ballet.

So, OK .. I just follow and join 4 FUN..

Today, actually i wish 2 quit ballet and wish to take a rest..

But, when d time i want 2 give out.. God spoke 2 me thr ballet teacher at ballet class..

......... Bia Bia Bia ..............(u guess yourself wht David spoken ?)

I had been encourage !! Thk God...

VCPP in d past.. I wouldnt tell other people tat i learning ballet bec i very malu... Thinking tat i dont have d quality..

Haha. U see my beautiful shape then u knew Lol.. Hahaha.. Just Kidding..

Today, Hannah sister want to have diet VS with me.. hannah VS vcpp within 1 month .... OH No...

DIET _ Loss weight + NONONONO

Wht do u think.. Should I ?

My family

2010-03-01T06:55:00.000-08:00

My bro & GF

My dad
My Mom

My feeling

2010-02-11T08:08:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, I felt like i need a parter... As bible adam felt alone .. So god created Eve....

I guess this feeling is normal.. But, sometime i am happy 2 be alone... Save time, save money, save tear and save myself...

Hahaha.. what a sellfish thinking..

Chinese New Year is around d corner...

Yeap.. Happy..

God Pls take away take feeling..

For those friends whom have d same feeling may the LOve of Lord full u so u would be alone again...

AMEN>>>>

My family

2010-02-11T08:04:00.001-08:00

I will try my best...

2010-02-01T02:13:00.000-08:00

Today, i felt encourage after having a conversation with Ah Pat..

Thank for your word.. I will try to do my best through Jesus who strength me.

Thank u !! really thank u Jesus..

U are the one who make me special..

I am nothing without u ..

I do not want to leave u either..

Every word of God is flawless; he is a shield to those who refuge in him

I made a song!!

2010-01-28T23:03:00.000-08:00

I had create a song..

I had recorded in mine phone...

But d problem is i don't know the chord...

Hello.. I here!!!

2010-01-26T06:21:00.000-08:00

VCPP is here...

Recently, so busy with the assignment and exam..

Wow, Chinese new year soon.. I not yet buy my beautiful cloth..

Oh, i really miss my dad..

Yesterday, my dad call me and complain tat he having chest pain and difficultly in breathing.. Bia Bia Bia

I so scare tat my dad having cardiac problem..

I ask my dad to go have medical check up. Bec, he scare of blood.. I dont he will go lol...

2day, he call me again say he alrdy see d doc..

Me:"Wow is't"

Dad:"Ya, see d 'doc' of massage "

Me: "Go massage, I ask u to go see doc not go massage la"

.....................................................

Wow wow wow.. I had a break through..

2010-01-22T20:52:00.000-08:00

What a difficult week .. I had went through..

This time not need to guess la. I will tell u...

I had a misunderstand with mine friend.

* i think is not necessary for me to post the process..

In fact, during this few week i had try my best to "sabar" + ''sabar'' + ''sabar''

Few times, i can not control my feeling.. So, to show my expression i spoke up and quarrel with her.

After quarrel with her.. U think i will feel better.. NO NO !! I broken to tear and cry up to God..

I tell God.. This time none matter what i would not apologizes first.(As what i did normally)

Biabia bia bia ...........

Silent War going on & on

This friday during Christian fellowship His versus spoke 2 me ''before u come to worship me first u must forgive your sister and brother''..

By the strength that HIS give me.. I put down my face and apologize to her through sms ..

When, i follow what Jesus want me to do.. In the end of the meeting.. Jesus show His glory to alll of us..

Our hand had Gold Dust from heaven... We all shout for Joy.. And we continue to worship HIM..

His glory never reduce..

After tat, we went to Ga 611 prayer night...

The minute i enter.. Glory of God show again.. My hand got Gold dust... In the end of the meeting.. It appear more..

This is the first it happen to me..

Of course, i had seen this miracle before but it never happen to me.. I hope one day i can see manna in my bible...AMEN

Because God say.. Before My second coming i will show my miracle and wonder to my people..

SIAPANYA BERCAYA MARI KITA CAKAP AMEN!!!

FUN

2010-01-20T00:39:00.000-08:00

Is't she look cute...

This is my Junior..

Bring them go shopping on monday..

Hello !! Everyone, my name is mannie..

* Ah yo!! I already ask u don't mov yr hand lol..

Yes!! Say 'Cheeee'.

My name is Ah Fai...

She is a understanding gurl.

She ask me a question :

Ah Fai: "Why u guy treat so good u mannie and me"

Me(haha): "Bec Jesus love u, so i also love u lol"

The beautiful Nurses ...

FUNNY

2010-01-15T14:19:00.000-08:00

Conversation between Me and Pastor Lim in his blog.. So funny..

U guy wonder who is my pastor lel!!Above picture...

Pastor question and answer!!

Alvin’s group has quite a few nurses, and there is a male nurse below, see whether you can guess which one… ( Those who don’t know the answer must really see a doctor!)

victoria chin ping ping says

wow.. really !! Got a lot of nurse..

WOW.. Male nurse also got.. Let me guess…..

The guy beside Alvin.. Is tat Right!! So handsome Lol.. Hahahaha.. I never meet him in church…

Gt Lim says:

Wow! Victoria, you think he is very handsome huh? Well, guess that helps to soothe the patients down… and I bet he is very happy to read this, haha! You never saw him in church? Always standing behind me during worship in church ( afraid that I might faint may be…)

victoria chin ping ping says:

Haha… Ya quiet handsome !! So sad , my college only got 1 Chinese male nurse..

Standing behind pastor… Hohoho.. ( i want to have more anointing ma)

IN FACT. WE NEED MORE MALE (handsome) NURSES>>

God in Control

2010-01-13T21:00:00.000-08:00

God Is In Control

A man from Norfolk , VA called a local radio station to share this on Sept 11th, 2003, TWO YEARS AFTER THE TRAGEDIES OF 9/11/2001.

His name was Robert Matthews. These are his words:

A few weeks before Sept. 11th, my wife and I found out we were going to have our first child. She planned a trip out to California to visit her sister. On our way to the airport, we prayed that God would grant my wife a safe trip and be with her. Shortly after I said 'amen,' we both heard a loud pop and the car shook violently. We had blown out a tire. I replaced the tire as quickly as I could, but we still missed her flight. Both very upset, we drove home.

I received a call from my father who was retired NYFD. He asked what my wife's flight number was, but I explained that we missed the flight.

My father informed me that her flight was the one that crashed into the southern tower. I was too shocked to speak. My father also had more news for me; he was going to help. 'This is not something I can't just sit by for; I have to do something.'

I was concerned for his safety, of course, but more because he had never given his life to Christ. After a brief debate, I knew his mind was made up. Before he got off of the phone, he said, 'take good care of my grandchild.. Those were the last words I ever heard my father say; he died while helping in the rescue effort.

My joy that my prayer of safety for my wife had been answered quickly became anger. I was angry at God, at my father, and at myself. I had gone for nearly two years blaming God for taking my father away. My son would never know his grandfather, my father had never accepted Christ, and I never got to say good-bye.

Then something happened. About two months ago, I was sitting at home with my wife and my son, when there was a knock on the door. I looked at my wife, but I could tell she wasn't expecting anyone. I opened the door to a couple with a small child.

The man looked at me and asked if my father's name was Jake Matthews. I told him it was. He quickly grabbed my hand and said, 'I never got the chance to meet your father, but it is an honor to meet his son.'

He explained to me that his wife had worked in the World Trade Center and had been caught inside after the attack. She was pregnant and had been caught under debris. He then explained that my father had been the one to find his wife and free her. My eyes welled up with tears as I thought of my father giving his life for people like this. He then said, 'there is something else you need to know.'

His wife then told me that as my father worked to free her, she talked to him and led him to Christ. I began sobbing at the news.

Now I know that when I get to Heaven, my father will be standing beside Jesus to welcome me, and that this family would be able to thank him themselves.

When their baby boy was born, they named him Jacob Matthew, in honor of the man who gave his life so that a mother and baby could live.

This story should help us to realize this: God is always in control.

We may not see the reason behind things, and we may never know this side of heaven, but God is ALWAYS in control.

Please take time to share this amazing story. You may never know the impact it may have on someone. God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called.

Give thanks to the Lord for He is good. His love endures Forever. Psalm 136:1

Question and answer!! Win it !! There will be a mystery gift + 100 plus

2010-01-12T03:31:00.000-08:00

Gathering !! MAkan!!!

Answer the question!

Who get 3/3 .. or the highest score !!

I belanja 100plus + 1 mystery gift..

Due date: 17.Jan.2010

Post yr answer as comment.

By looking at her "PRO" face expression .

1. U guess whether she know how 2 cut pineapple or not?

A. Yes - she think she know how to cut but actually NO!!

B. Yes - she know how to cut pineapple beautifully

C. No - no at all

Wow!! Peace

2.Is she the chef for that night dinner?

A.Yes - of course.. She very good in cooking.

B.No - Hahaha..No la.. She just heat up (bungkus food) only.

Heh u!! Dont look around.. U who look are the screen..

I am the chef la !

Question: 3. Is that true !! Pat pat is the chef?

A. Yes - she responsible for that night meal.Wow.. SO sedap .. She also wash!!

B. No - she only eat & wash

Answer the question!

Who get 3/3 .. or the highest score !!

I belanja 100plus + 1 mystery gift..

Due date: 17.Jan.2010

Post yr answer as comment.

Rule: Can no answer Pat, Jess and Adelene.

# ade + jess + pat = cant join

MY FRIENDSS

2010-01-08T07:52:00.000-08:00

MY CHURCH EX- LEADER- SHE MADE ME CRY ON THE LAST DAY

pHOTO

2010-01-08T07:37:00.000-08:00

FEW PHOTOS DURING THE CAMP

BEFORE

EATING TIME

ATTENTION TO OUR SHIRT.. IS UPSIDE DOWN.. WE ARE PLAYING T . HUNT...

NEW PAPER LADY.. WE MADE THE DRESS.. PRINCESS NEW PAPER..

THE DRESS IS MADE BY ME!!!

nICE MA!!

2 CUTE SISTERS ALWAYS SAT BESIDES ME D!!

I MISS U GUY!! LOVE U.....

2010-01-08T02:56:00.000-08:00

Have being long time didn't update my blog... Bec i felt sienn about update it..

Inside my heart, Felt like no one care and viewing my blog.. Why should i update my blog...

Hahaha... Who Care !! This is my blog... This is my life...

None matter what i will keep on writing...

After the 2 week holiday... I had be home sick.. Until this moment i still miss y family so much!!!

Today is 8.1.2010.... Attention is 2010...
This year i going 2 semester 4...

I wish I can become "myself" again!!! A simple Gurl tat always :) None matter face what!!!

My bad habit!! In 2010...

I always wake up late in the morning!!

If class start at 8am, i will wake up at 7.45am.. I can get ready within 5-8minute..

I had 3 alarm + 1 manual alarm (my daddy- sometimes)

Always felt sleep in class.. Sleeping while tutor are teach!!

Very lazy!!

Didn't do revision after class.

A lot ... of bad habit had be build up recently..

I also lazy 2 study bible!! Sorry LOrd..

Felt cool about Christian Life..

Don't worry!!

It will become an end of the Bad Habit..

I promise myself..

What had make me change !! Not to wake up late... My best friend 'Adelene'. She always call me in the morning!!

TOday, i wake up late again.. Tutor rebuke her of not calling me up..

Hehehe.. Felt a bit gulit lol..

Hello!! Friend!! Let me introduce myself... My name is VCPP...

The is the simple me!!

Enjoy This

2010-01-07T00:08:00.001-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4h68W85ZcmE

Youth 10th camp....

2009-12-28T23:30:00.000-08:00

Title: Transformation

My Group

Have been 2 year i didnt join camp lol!!!

Thank god tat i have the chance to attend 2009 youth camp.

I really enjoy my time at the camp.

I holding a role as a first aid helper.

This is my first client.
Injured at the toes.

2009-12-06T08:23:00.000-08:00

want to update my blog.. But felt sleepping...

Having a damn stupid night..

Ok.. friendss .. night

2009-12-01T05:32:00.000-08:00

I just want to say I love u..

I only want yr Hugs. I will never feel alone...

i want 2 watch..

2009-11-27T21:52:00.000-08:00

A lammm post... But i love it..

2009-11-26T07:14:00.000-08:00

3 pics on take 1shoot..

I like this... I not perasa.. Is only 1shoot and take 3 pics..

Ok.. Let me tell u a story...

VCPP is a student nurse.. She preparing exam 4 2moro...

Very semangat wht 2 study.. Bec she got tip 4 d exam.. HAHAHAH

But, sudden she felt blur & stress..

(see d pic.. wow.. so blur)

when, Vcpp stress she think of 1 thing..

See, Vcpp tongue was out... Ice-cream... I want ice-cream... ^^

After tat, only she can smile..

MOVE ON from the past and into the new. Don’t let your past mistakes, regrets or disappointments hold you back from experiencing the fullness of life

2009-11-24T01:55:00.000-08:00

MOVE ON from the past and into the new. Don’t let your past mistakes, regrets or disappointments hold you back from experiencing the fullness of life and all the goodness it can bring! I’m excited about my future. BY: Jaeson Ma

My computer got season d!!!

2009-11-24T01:44:00.000-08:00

I cant online due to the connection.... So sweat!!!

Btw.. I having exam now.. May be is good tat i cant online.....

禁食啊！禁食啊！ Oh fasting! Oh fasting! By:GTLim

2009-11-18T21:38:00.000-08:00

U may notice tat i like to post other people post in my blog.. why!!!

Hahahaa.. Is bec i want to share with u post tat had make my day wonderful & shine my life!!

If u want to view more abt Pastor Lim blog!!

Click http:// Gtlim.com

为了这星期五至礼拜天的医治特会我们都在禁食，所以大家加油，加油！绝对不要去想以下这些：
For the upcoming healing meetings from Friday to Sunday, we are all fasting, so everyone, bravo! Keep it up! And don’t think of the following:

告诉自己：不好吃！不好吃！一点都不好吃！
Tell yourslef: Not nice! Not nice! The food is not nice at all!

哇！一包包古晋出名的干捞面都没人开来吃耶！好浪费哦！
Wow! So many packets of Kuching’s famous kolo mee and nobody opened to eat it! What a waste!

禁食的时候，试探会常常来到要使你放弃。。。有时候会有美女把食物带来。。。
When you are fasting, temptations will always come to try to stop you from continuing… Sometimes pretty girls will bring you food…

有时候是俊男。。。Sometimes stunning guys…

可是千万不要上当，因为狗仔队无所不在！
But don’t be tempted because the paparazzi are everywhere!

胜过外面的引诱，然而脑子里却会莫名其妙的浮现一些莫名其妙的食物。。。
After overcoming outside temptations, somehow pictures of some unexpected food would out of the blue enter your mind…

有时候是中餐。。。 Sometimes Chinese food…

有时候想到西餐。。。 Sometimes thinking of western food…

马来餐。。。Malay food…

日本料理。。。Japanese food…

想到名贵餐馆的食物。。。Thinking of prestigious restaurant food…

也想到路边小贩卖的。。。Also food sold by hawkers in the street…

看到鱼，突然又想到海鲜。。。Seeing fish, suddenly think of seafood too…

还有薯条、蛋挞等等。。。 And French fries, egg tarts and so on…

连平常不太吃的面包都出现在异象中了…
Even bread that you seldom eat start appearing in your vision…

天啊！快疯了！连红豆冰和芒果布丁都出现了！
Oh my goodness! It’s maddening! Even ice-kacang and mango pudding appear!

到这个时候你就会很后悔那天能吃的时候为什么不多吃一点！
Up to this point, you will start regretting why you did not eat that much that day when you could still eat!

为什么那天拿那么少？ Why did I take so little that day?

然后立下心志说，以后我要学Edwin和其他人一样每次吃的够够！
Then you will determine in your heart, in future you will learn from Edwin and others to always eat more than enough!

说真的，试探再怎么大，也绝对不要向食物狂咬一口！
Honestly, no matter how tough the temptation is, do not dig your teeth into the food!

要保持冷静，眼看手不动！
Must keep your composure, see but touch not!

再受不了，就要想起高伟宏祷告会教我们的，大喊：我是得胜者！我是得胜者！
If you still cannot stand it, then recall what Wei Hong taught us in the prayer meeting, scream: I’m victorious! I’m victorious!

然后鼓励自己说，除了灵里面会蒙福，你也会从这样。。。
Then encourage yourself and say, apart from being blessed spiritually, you will also be transformed from this…

变这样。。。 to this…

或从这样。。。 Or from this…

变这样。。。 To this…

Pai seh!! pastor i dont now a day church are in fasting period... I also didnt fast!!I

Recently, got a cute Uncle always tell me d way 2 slim..

Hahaha.. In fact, in mine dictionary there are no word "diet"...

充满欢乐与泪水的晚上 BY: wei hong(youth leader at kuching blessed church)

2009-11-16T21:11:00.000-08:00

< I miss my church so much... I saw this post i really very touch...

Thank U Pastor Lim & Wei hong for giving to the Lord

Besides that, i also want to thank Pastor Ester, Cui San,Pat (GA 611) for giving them life to serve god!!!

THank U >

13/11 星期五晚上，又是少年团的聚会。。。但这却是一个与众不同的聚会！原本只是想要搞些节目，带一些的惊喜和欢乐给年轻人，但后来却“越来越严重”。。。。

平常，我们都是习惯性的七点半开始聚会，但那一天已经七点半了，年轻人却还不能够进入会所, 他们的好奇心开始“作祟”了，他们很好奇为什么时间到了却还不能进去会所，好多年轻人想要偷看会所，但什么都看不到。。。哈哈哈哈哈。。。

我们故意把时间拖延十分钟，才把大门打开让他们进来。当大门一打开的时候，整大群的年轻人几乎是冲着进来！当他们进来的时候，我看到他们的表情是那么的惊讶！所有的灯都关掉，只剩下两盏的霓虹灯。结下来，前奏的音乐开始了。。。非常的重和摇滚！(聚会前，我一再而三的告诉台上的敬拜团：当晚的音乐可以非常的重。非常的摇滚；但是不要像世界一样，更不要把世界带进教会，我们可以为耶稣疯狂的玩音乐，但这音乐一定要有恩膏！）

当晚，年轻人都疯狂的赞美耶稣，认真的敬拜耶稣。我们是那么的投入，因为恩膏在我们当中！年轻人想要更进入耶稣的心，这世界的美丽已经失去吸引力，只有耶稣有魅力！世界的叛逆已经和我们扯不上关系，只有耶稣在我们的心！！阿们！

少年团的区长和组长真的很爱他们的组员，为了把更多欢乐带给他们，我们前两天排练了一个搞笑版的话剧“浪子回头”。演员在表演的时候，故意面无表情。

我已经有好一段日子没有写歌了，当天突然有灵感想要写一首歌给年轻人。“为父的心”这首歌在短短的两个小时内就诞生了。不是我要夸耀写歌的能力，乃是这首歌的歌词句句都是心里的话。。。不需要用太多的文词来修饰，就是那么的坦然地告诉他们：多么希望看到他们好好跟随耶稣，多么希望看到他们是多么的蒙福。。。

当所有的组长站在台上唱这首歌的时候，很多人开始哭了。。。我只是站在后面以木吉他为他们伴奏，好多次我根本弹不下去，好想哭。。。心里面多么希望台下的年轻人会明白：他们的团长，区长和组长是多么的爱他们！多么希望他们会蒙福，会成功！更加重要的，是会好好跟随耶稣的脚步！后来，年轻人都上来拥抱他们的组长，向他们的组长说谢谢。。。场面非常感人，组长与组员拥抱在一起，融化在爱中。

突然之间，牧师上来台上，带领全部的年轻人为我唱“Thank You”。起初，我还觉得好好笑！因为投影片里还放了我以前十多二十岁的照片，好丑哦！其中竟然有一张是我在西马营会的男宿舍晾衣服的照片，只穿裤，没穿衣服。。。好害羞哦！！

可是，当他们唱副歌的时候，我的眼泪像决堤般的流下，不听使唤。“Thank you for given to the Lord, I am a life that was changed…” 我为甚么哭，除了年轻人向我说谢谢以外，我是真的希望好像诗歌里头所说的：有一天，我离开这个世界，回到天上，真的会有很多人来到我的面前说“谢谢”！他们都是我还活在地上时所救的灵魂。我真的希望在我有生之年，可以救更多的灵魂，可以影响更多的人来到耶稣面前跟随他，事奉他！

最后，我想要说的是：从这次的聚会，我真的看到组长对组员的爱和付出！为了组员，他们都愿意把私人时间腾出，来教会排练，来教会装饰，而且每次都几乎要到午夜十二点才回！我感谢神，有一群那么忠心，有负担，那么优秀的组长在我的身边；也有一群会认真也会感恩的年轻人！

年轻人，坚持到底！走耶稣的路，荣神益人!

A lot of thing happen 2day... EMO POST

2009-11-13T02:14:00.000-08:00

I am not a doll for u to scold..

I am a person..

Recently, i so confuse about myself.. Ha ha ha , my blog title myself...

I am a student nurse.. STUDENT NURSE

Listen carefully, student nurse...

Well, Staft nurse ... (^&66%$#@!#$#@ - i want to scold people but i do not what to scold)

Exam, coming soon... I am a person tat not good in study.. I have 2 work very hard to have a good result..

Add oil + gambateh + berusaha + Jia Hu + hardworking + God = future

I am nothing in the eye of people..

But in the eye of God.. I am HIS daughter..

I enjoy my last week posting ... I enjoy posting with Ms K and also a Junior name Ivon(Girl tat holding red rose)..

Someone say she look like my sister.. I hope she is!!

I saw pureness in the eye of Ivon.

She got the heart , love , care for the patient. Especially toward old parents.

I like her so much.. She do not care whether in what condition she will help the Po po.. Although, she is hungry (not yet go for break) 1st she will feed Po Po 1st .

Today, she cry bec having misunderstand between senior... I felt want to cry too.. (Ms K also cry and she walk out!)

Hahahaha.. I guess u guy will be confuse what happen to me..

Actually, I fine....

Quite a long period my tear did not come out...

Time.... is gold....

2009-11-10T19:03:00.000-08:00

This week is my last week posting in ward.. I enjoy it..

Now i alrdy senior(semester 3).. Yesterday i be given a task on Isolation nursing.. Today had 2 give a talk to junior in front of them...

Among all the task and homework.. I hate to give talk.. Bec i scare stand in front of so many people and talk..

Thur and friday my friends and i also had presentation abt benefit Breast feeding and so on...

So, sadly i have to stand back after working time to do the presentation.. How i going go back hostel... TAXI AH!!!

This saturday, actually i morning shift... CI say may be she will change our shift to afternoon.. Mean i cant go church lol.....

exam coming soon...

Stress until i go smell the flower which don't smell good...

But i had to keep moving forward

我用我自己的方式来爱你。。。 I love you with my own method…BY: Pastor GTLIM

2009-11-04T19:06:00.000-08:00

谁说我不爱你？我不爱你，我还爱谁？

我都没有爱别人那么多，为什么你还是不满足？

谁说我不爱你？

我是用我自己的方式来爱你。。。”

听了以上这些话你有什么感想？
哇！好感人啊！好浪漫啊！
哇！好像一首歌！好像电影的情节。。。

对！根本就像歌词，也像足电影情节。。。但，很感人？很浪漫？
拜托！算了吧！讲这种话的人简直是自私、自我、不敏感、不成熟，和根本不懂真爱是什么的人！

爱是把快乐带给对方，尽量让对方感受到温暖、被爱、被肯定，让对方有安全感等等。。。
爱是付出，是为对方着想胜过为自己！

若用“我自己”的方式来爱，那根本是着重于自己的喜好和方便、根本是配合自己的感觉而不是对方的感受，那不叫爱。。。那叫爱自己！可是偏偏很多人就是用自己的方式来爱别人，所以感情会出问题和起冲突就是这样。。。

我辅导了好多人，不只是夫妻，家庭成员、朋友、教会弟兄姐妹也有。。。发现很多时候冲突在于这一边这个觉得自己已经做很多、爱很多，另一边却一点没感受到或“不领情”。。。

爱一个人就是要让对方清楚知道和感受到他是被爱的，试问如果对方都感受不到，那这爱还有什么意思？

话说回来，有一些人的确是真的付出、真的用心、也很正确的去爱了，可是对方还是常常诸多要求，抱怨感受不到被爱等等。。。这又何解？

几个基本原因是：过分要求、只顾自己、错误观念、无理取闹等等。。。

那怎么办？！一下子又说用自己的方式去爱是自私，现在又说感受不到爱而要求多多也是自私！！那到底是谁对谁错？？有没有一个标准？？

聪明！说中了！！重点就在于有没有一个标准？若有一个标准，所有的问题就容易解决，大家都可以以这标准为准绳，双方都以这标准察看自己的要求、观念、感受等等，合理不合理！
有大家认同的标准就容易办事，再大的困难也能够解决！

那爱的标准在哪里？

现在就让我告诉你！

爱是从神而来，神就是爱，所以爱的标准就在神那里，爱的标准就在他的话语和教导里。。。

现在明白为什么上帝说信与不信的不能同负一轭吗？因为若果有一方不信，那出状况时，他哪会顺服神的标准啊？结果公说公有理、婆说婆有理，那问题怎能解决呢？
尽管最后大家尽量相让，但有时候难免会有一方心里受委屈，或心里很不舒服或不平衡。。。表面上和好，心里却不认输，因为准则不清不楚。。。

所以，总结是：我一定要用神的爱的方式来爱你，你也一定要用神的爱的方式来爱我。。。那才是最完全、最健康和最信得过的爱了！

“Who says I don’t love you? If I don’t love you, then who do I love?

I don’t even love others that much, why are you still not satisfied?

Who says I don’t love you?

I love you with my own method…”

What do you think of the above?
Wow! So touching! So romantic!
Wow! It’s like a song! It’s like a movie scene…

Yes! Exactly! It’s just like a song, and just like a movie scene… But, touching? Romantic?
Oh please! Give me a break! People who say such things are actually selfish, self-centered, insensitive, immature, and people who do not know what real love is!

Love is to bring happiness to your partner, trying your best to let your partner feel the warmth, love, assurance, and sense of security…
Love is giving, and to consider the other person above yourself!

If I use “my own method” to love, then I am more concerned with my own preferences and convenience, suiting my own feelings and not the other person’s, then that is not love… that is called loving myself! Yet, so many people indeed use their own method to love others, that is why there are so many problems and conflicts in relationships…

I have counselled many people, not just married couples, family members, friends, church brothers and sisters too… I discover many a time conflict starts when this side thinks he or she has done and loved a lot, but the other party just does not feel or appreciate it…

To love someone is to make that person know and feel clearly he or she is loved, suppose that person does not even feel it, then what is the whole point of that love?

But then, to be fair, some people have really sacrificed, are really sincere, and have indeed loved correctly, but the other person still demands and complains a lot and insists he or she does not feel loved at all… How do you explain that?

A few basic reasons: over-demanding, self-centeredness, wrong value system, being unreasonable etc…

Then how?! First you said to love someone with your own method is selfishness, now you say not feeling loved and over-demanding is selfishness too! Who is right and who is wrong then?? Is there a standard to measure??

Very clever! Right on the dot!! The point is exactly whether there is a standard to follow? If there is a standard, then all the problems would be easy to resolve because everyone can use this standard as measurement and both parties can use the standard to check whether their demands, values, feelings etc are reasonable!
If there is an agreeable standard by all, things will be easy to deal with, no matter how big the problem is, it can still be resolved!

Then where is the standard of love?

Let me tell you now!

Love is from God and God is love. So the standard of love is with God, it is in His Word and teaching…

Now do you understand why God says do not be unequally yoked with unbeliever? Because if one side does not really believe, when problems arise, how would he or she want to obey God’s standard? As a result each has his own argument, how to solve the problem?
Without a standard, even if in the end both try to give way, sometimes one side might still feel upset or wronged, or really uncomfortable and imbalance inside… reconciled outwardly, but not completely convinced deep inside because the standard is unclear…

So the conclusion is: I must love you with the method of God’s love, and you must also love me with the method of God’s love… That is the most perfect, healthiest and trustworthy love ever!

I felt..

2009-11-02T05:10:00.000-08:00

Sometimes u did a lot of thing no one seen to notice!!!!!

People are people..

I don't like the way..

Friends of mine so lucky(I guess).. I will cracked my head thinking of yr present...

U guy never knew what had happen behind the scene..

May be u don't knew.. If not bec of i say Yes.. U don't even can have tat..

MAN... I also human ok...

Sometime i also want attention .... privacy... love ... care ... alone ...

What i think of that day never come true...

What the use of waiting .... i give out alrdy.. Don't want act like stupid people..

Waste my time... Waste my love..

If u don't mean it... don't simply say it...

U knew tat is the magic word for someone who will felt sensitive toward ...

1 more times u say again i will tell u STOP !!!!!!!!!

What am i in the eye of people... What I am weird !!!!

U knew the message is hurt.. U make people tear...

Pls stop it!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't ask me why!!!!

BTW, life have to go on too... So, keep smile and walk with God..

Forgive and forget ...........

I just want 2 be difference in the eye of God.. NO, eye of fresh...

2009-10-25T09:31:00.000-07:00

我为什么要这样子活下去？？！！！！ By Wei Hong(my youth leader at blessed church at Kuching))

2009-10-25T08:58:00.001-07:00

最近有一股的火在我的里面燃烧，这个问题“我为什么要这样子活下去”一直在我的脑海打转。。。。

我真的已经非常厌倦这种生命，这种生活！一年总有几次的麻木、冷淡，一年总有几次的失去焦点，分心。。。。难道这就是一个基督徒正常的“规律”吗？I DON’T THINK SO!!!!!!! 基本上，我算是一个忙碌的人，家庭、工作、事奉等等。。。。难道忙碌就是我最好的理由疏远神吗？难道每一次都要神藉着人、事、物来提醒，然后就开始感到亏欠，一把泪一把涕的来到神的面前悔改，然后就会比较“专心”的爱主。。。。。可是不久之后又打回原点，然后又再重复第一个步骤。我知道神总是有恩典怜悯，从不定罪。但，为什么总是要神担忧我呢？

我不是哪一种“超属灵”的人，但我不要一直这样的活下去，我要选择更认真、更火热（不是宗教火热）、我要救更多灵魂、我要影响更多人来到神的面前。

最近，我也开始禁食至少21天，一天两餐。我不是迷信禁食，但我确实知道禁食所带来的果效。我为少年人禁食，我也为我自己禁食，我要把这“老我”给治死。

我相信神真的开始做工，很多我所失去的负担和爱开始回来。昨天的少年团契聚会，是今年以来最有恩膏的一次聚会！许多年轻人告诉我，他们被摸着，被唤醒！我问他们同样的问题：你为什么要这样活下去？为什么以前所丢弃的坏习惯又再进入生命？为什么失去起初的爱？我鼓励他们也学学禁食，近乎90%的年轻人回应！

我知道火开始燃烧！是个开始，不是结束。。。。但我也会格外谨慎：不要再失去，不要又再回到原点！

Those who want join fasting too... Pls leave a comment in my blog.... Hehe.. Btw, any feedback abt the post.. U also post yr comment d!!

My day!!

2009-10-22T02:15:00.001-07:00

This is my birthday story line....

Taken plane went back to kuching. (Miow Miow town)

Hehehe... Kuma-kuma from my Brother

Blow the 1st birthday cake at my home...

Tiramishu Cheese cake

Celebrating with my church friends...

2nd cake...

Cheese Cake

Celebrating with Pat,Ade,Jess..

Wow so surprise.. Jess Hide in my room....Holding this cake..

Nice.. Coklat cake..

The 1st present i receiving.. The necklace.. So nice, is handmade d!!! Frm Florence..

But!!!!!!!!!!

I just knew that most of my friends knew i enjoy eating... So, i had 3 cakes.....

Still remember i got a positive comment from my friend eating with u and watching u so enjoy eating yr lunch made me buka selera and happy...

Btw, I gain weight alrdy lol...

How!!!!

Annul dinner coming soon, although i seem like don't care..

But, i also want to be 1 night Cinderella..

Although, i knew i don't had the quality of it but I just want 2 be la..

I not yet buy dress lel!!!

Nvrmind ,cinderella also last minute d ma!!!(sendiri pujuk sendiri)

Love U

2009-10-05T19:34:00.000-07:00

Dont want to follow the law and regulation for a minute!!!
K or not!!!!

COUNTDOWN 12 more days...

2009-09-21T21:16:00.000-07:00

Hei friends!!! Recently, my church collecting fund for building a new church and do charity..
My group had make some handmade key chain. Each cost RM15.. I knew is quite *&^%%
but the money 100% will go to house of God..
Pls, made an order with me within this week!!!
God Bless U!!

I miss my Church ... So much...

2009-09-19T19:31:00.000-07:00

Church addres, 教会地址：

古晉蒙福教會
BLESSED FELLOWSHIP KUCHING
Sublot 319, Lorong 2A5, Tabuan Laru,
P.O.Box 2527, 93750
Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia.
電話 Tel : +60 82 367740
傳真 Fax : +60 82 369509
地圖:

This is my lovely church..

i caption this pic during prayer meeting..
I miss the worship and the song.

The green colour shirt is my pastor(GTLim)

http://gtlim.com
Guess how old is my pastor.
He very handsome & still single.

This is my youth leader-David Koh

http://gdk-music.com/blog/

Teach me How 2 run...

THANKSS

FORWARD ....

A confuse .....

The Past

C/o- complain

Have been a while.....

Back 2 hospital

Here i am

Can not express myself

Testimonies About Bro. Chew Chor Meng - Singaporean Artist

daddy

2day!!!

Pasar Malam

http://liwairen.music.com

Flight.........

Any different..

Back 2 school become back to hospital.

Thk unknow friends..A friend is present!!!

Back 2 school....

say ;)

Form 5

A drop of blood can safe life.. Meaningful Blood donation

Hello!!

I almost fall down just now...

Take A Break!!!!

Last 2 day posting..

Lack of sleep linked to early death??

A relationship

A day memories!!!

DR Tai cc

Father's Love

Love

Guitar >>

Seen Better 2day...

Hello!! Thank God

Last day at home...

bacK 2 school!!!! :)

SHE

helo!!

Chinese people.. go see chinese doc...

Pic timess...

my eyes so painful...

A long long story .. PART 2

A long long story!!! :)

HELO!! VCPP here!!

My family

My feeling

My family

I will try my best...

I made a song!!

Hello.. I here!!!

Wow wow wow.. I had a break through..

FUN

FUNNY

God in Control

Question and answer!! Win it !! There will be a mystery gift + 100 plus

MY FRIENDSS

pHOTO

Enjoy This

Youth 10th camp....

i want 2 watch..

A lammm post... But i love it..

MOVE ON from the past and into the new. Don’t let your past mistakes, regrets or disappointments hold you back from experiencing the fullness of life

My computer got season d!!!

禁食啊！禁食啊 ！ Oh fasting! Oh fasting! By:GTLim

充满欢乐与泪水的晚上 BY: wei hong(youth leader at kuching blessed church)

A lot of thing happen 2day... EMO POST

Time.... is gold....

我用我自己的方式来爱你。。。 I love you with my own method…BY: Pastor GTLIM

I felt..

我为什么要这样子活下去？？！！！！ By Wei Hong(my youth leader at blessed church at Kuching))

My day!!

Love U

I miss my Church ... So much...

Church addres, 教会地址：

禁食啊！禁食啊！ Oh fasting! Oh fasting! By:GTLim